Some friends and I went to the Dan & Phil show: Interactive Introverts. Not a show that I thought I would be going to in my early 30s but here I am! Honestly, it was a blast. It was a nice reminder it’s okay to enjoy dumb, silly stuff. Embrace it.
I gained so much weight over the last few years and I don’t feel like how I want to.
That’s a cosplay thing I did about 5 years ago. I want to get back to that shape. The worst part about that picture is when I took it, I still hated the way I look. I’ve had shitty body issues my whole life that even when I was healthy, I saw myself as a failure. I just need to take one day at a time. It’s okay to have days that don’t go exactly the way I want. It’s okay to be the size that I am currently. It’s okay to want to be healthier.
Why do a blog when there is a saturation? Is my voice really that unique? Honestly, no but it’s fun. I like writing. I like having a place of my own to share my dumb thoughts. I don’t know how often I’ll post. I don’t know what I’ll create. I don’t know anything. And that’s okay.
I straight up can’t believe how fortunate I am at times. For whatever reason, my group of cadets and I have been given art and gifts! About once a month or so, I’ll be posting stuff given to us by… fans feels like the wrong word to use. Community members? Cadet Community? We’ll come up with a name later… anyways! Gifts:
First the most recent by @Rurouni1029! He was kind enough to send ALL the Cadets a pair of socks! There will definitely be group photo in the near future.
Next we have a piece by Aib! It was a birthday gift in 2015 and I’m still not over how cute it is ❤
Last one for this post was actually a commision by Andrea that my boyfriend surprised me with.
I’ve been back in Austin for a week now and felt like I still haven’t recovered from my trip. I have the sunburn and peeling skin to prove it.
Luckily, I had a lovely package waiting for me when I got home. A won a one-of-a-kind Vanguard case from Gaems. If you know ANYTHING about me, it’s that there’s one thing I love more than anyone else in the world and that’s Starbucks. Listen. I understand that there’s hundred if not thousands of better places to get coffee. I do frequent a few locally owned places because the bottom line is I love coffee and fancy drinks. At the the end of the day though, Starbucks has my heart and wallet. When I found out Gaems was having a contest for a Starbucks Unicorn Frappe inspired Vanguard I HAD to enter. I may have cried a little (or a lot) when I got the message I won. Obviously, I had to take a photo thanking Gaems for the lovely prize.
Only classy, reserved photos from this chick. Winning this has pushed me to get my Twitch channel put together… WHICH I FINALLY DID. So yes, along with bi-weekly podcast on YouTube, I’ll be streaming soon. Date TBD but I’ll be focusing on playing Stardew Valley and possibly some photoshop tutorial stuff.
Honestly, I have so many little projects that I’m working on! I’ll go into more detail in future posts but since I’m so excited, here’s a preview to one of them:
As some may know, this past week was Let’s Play Live. (If not, it’s basically a tour where grown men play video games on a stage. It’s pretty amazing.) Well, at the same time I had to fly to the opposite end to the United States for some family related stuff. It’s one of the those bitter-sweet things. I’m so excited to be here in LA but at the same time a little sad to have to leave work during that time.
I have to say though, the flight here was one of the best I’ve ever had in my entire life.
Not only was I in an exit row with ALL the leg space in the world a shorty like me doesn’t need, but I had NO ONE in my aisle. I was truly blessed by the Flight gods that day.
During some free time, I headed over to the LA Times Festival of Books. I ended up leaving with about 4 books which I should not have done considering I have limited luggage space. Seriously, I didn’t check any bags.
I only saw one panel but it was the whole reason I went. I only follow a few non-work related podcast. One of them is Literary Disco. If you’re a bookworm, I highly recommend it. Anyways, two of the three host were on a panel about pop culture along with a couple of authors.
There’s a few things in this panel that was brought up that I want to discuss but I want time to properly write out my thoughts before I share them with world. It was pretty damn interesting though and still can’t believe the stars aligned for me to attend.
There was a signing/photo-op right after soooo here’s a pic of me with the 2 of the 3 host from Literary Disco: Tod Goldberg and Rider Strong.
There’s no normal way to say this without sounding self-centered or weird but as a person who has spent the last two years taking photos and signing autographs for fans/community members, I thought I would be better handling meeting folks I admire. Nope, I was a babbling fool.
I feel like this blog is just going to prove that I’m a boring yet pretty self-centered person. I just like books, not being around people, and still can’t talk to people I admire.